Monday, November 22, 2010

No grills, just frills

Pitter-patter, pitter-patter.
Peering out of the window,
Nose pressed up against the glass.
Tears are falling from the sky,
But it's still bright blue I wonder why.
Pitter-patter, pitter-patter.
The storms of life-
Take no notice;
They come and go.
Just
Like
That
.


What a morning. Got home a few hours before, at 5.30am after a 5 hour Karaoke marathon. It was probably bad timing afterall to have gone yesterday, with us having scheduled something in today, leaving us bleary-eyed for the rest of the day. Even now, my head is still in lag-mode after 4 hours of sleep. They call it Age, I'm sure.

But we all need to do a little crazy something every now and then.


"We take the laughter and the tears however they come, and let our God of reality make sense of it all."
-Susan Lenzkes


When life deals you a difficult hand, it's so good to know that Someone's in charge of your life and is taking over the wheel for you. If the keys were handed over to me, I think my life would be a wreck by now. Everyone thinks they can get on with life by themselves, but the question is "How strong are we really?" If I can be at the steering wheel 365/24/7, then I'll drive through the Journey of Life by myself. But I know I'm weak, and I need sleep. So it's always good to know that I'm being chauffeured around, or at least have Someone to hand over the steering wheel too in times of exhaustion.

Been thinking alot about everything. Why the emptiness after a day's of activity, why the hollow in my eyes when I'm with company, why the ache for something more when I have everything. Relationships are such brittle brittle things. You wrap them up in bubble wrap, so that you'll find them in perfect condition, just the way they were, at the end of the day. But when it takes a harsh fall, the wrap may not prove to be enough after all. All you can do is pray that the cracks aren't proportionate to the distance from the ground when it was dropped.

Off to watch Harry Potter!

The sky is a perfect clear blue right now (:

Lord, take over the wheel.

Shoutouts:
Anonymouso - Hi, do I know you?
Thanks for your encouraging comments anyhows! (:
Zhiying - Hey girl! Long time no talk! Hope you're coping well with your exams and all the best to you (:
Eric - You jiayou too for your exams okay! A few more days and it'll all be over (:
Grace - I can't help but feel so happy for you (and churchies) that you're going home so soon! Will pray for you for everything you're feeling. Trust (:
Cheryn - Hello my dear! Glad to see you're all recovered now! All the best for your exams~ (:

Love,


1 comment:

anonymouso said...

Yes u definitely know me! But not very well. Neither do I. O shall remain anonymous for now. -to be revealed--