Feeling sad, kinda.
I don't know when I became so anal about order. Like, it makes sense that the person you see of utmost importance will come to your mind first, no? So it also makes logical sense that when your name is placed last, it means that you're either the least thought of, or it's just chucked in as a last minute thought.
Mmm.
And I have something about hanging out in big groups. It's all fine and dandy if I know everyone well and have the connection with them. But even so, I still fade away after awhile. I don't know.. I guess I just get tired of fighting for a chance to speak with everyone - I'm more of a listener, really. But when it's one-on-one, there's also this unspoken pressure to keep on talking to save any awkward moments. So unless I'm really comfortable with that person, I'd do all I can do avoid going out with anybody alone.
Yes, that's my social dilemma.
Oh, Wallflower.
I don't know when I became so anal about order. Like, it makes sense that the person you see of utmost importance will come to your mind first, no? So it also makes logical sense that when your name is placed last, it means that you're either the least thought of, or it's just chucked in as a last minute thought.
Mmm.
And I have something about hanging out in big groups. It's all fine and dandy if I know everyone well and have the connection with them. But even so, I still fade away after awhile. I don't know.. I guess I just get tired of fighting for a chance to speak with everyone - I'm more of a listener, really. But when it's one-on-one, there's also this unspoken pressure to keep on talking to save any awkward moments. So unless I'm really comfortable with that person, I'd do all I can do avoid going out with anybody alone.
Yes, that's my social dilemma.
Oh, Wallflower.
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