Peek.

I've never thought of myself this way but on second thought, I might really have recklessness in my blood. There are of course many many things I want to do- some crazy, some normal- but sometimes it's really not my say. So the saying goes that you only live young once. But when the consequences of my actions (will) start affecting the people I love, the selfish gene in me ceases to fight. If you reading this know me well enough, you should know that my dream is a very simple one. Sometimes it's too simplistic that I get scared. But considering the dangers that we're faced in this world today, I think my dream isn't very simple at all. Every time I leave Singapore soil, there's always a part of me that thinks it might well be my last time standing on this ground. And that is why I always leave with a heavy heart, albeit the nonchalant front. Sometimes, I make the mistake of thinking I'm immortal. I admit I take life for granted and sometimes, I forget to thank God for being alive. Death, Eternity... they are concepts that I can't comprehend with my finite mind. But I guess I will when it really happens.

Maybe it's the rain. Maybe it's the distance. I need a hug.

"Because I love you, stupid."   #heartmelt

Dear Diary,

I was craving for sushi badly,

So I had sushi for brunch.

It was raining,

So I brought my brolly out.

But it stopped on the way home.

I was feeling fat,

So I did some workout.

Then I felt hungry,

So I had some dinner.

I was feeling bored,

So I watched (and finished) a drama.

Now I'm feeling in a weird mood,

So maybe I will go to bed.

Good night, good night.

Sleep tight.

And don't let the bedbugs bite.