Clay heart.

Landed safely (:

Had the longest trip back to dorm. I'm amazed at how much time I'm willing to sacrifice just to avoid carrying my luggage down flights of stairs. From the usual 1half hours, I took twice that amount today. T_T but I really thank God that I got back safely (cos I got lost a couple of times). Plus, I'm really thankful for the people who helped me with my luggage (I bearly had to lift my luggage!). Good to see the pretty side of humanity again, lol.

Big thanks to Chae Huah and Hui Wen for waking up so early just to send me off at the airport today! 感动!! But I still hate farewells. Nothing can make me change my mind about that. The last two times I left, I had this big crying fest that lasted even till I reached dorm. This time, I didn't shed a tear. Proud of myself. Not that I'm happy about leaving, or that I've become indifferent, but I'd like to think of it as growth. And maybe cos I willed myself not to think about it - that really helped. My mom cried the last time when I hugged her goodbye. This time my dad was like "don't hug her already la... later she cry again", lol good advice. I hate seeing my mom cry, cos I feel so awkward and so helpless, not to mention I'll end up in a sobbing mess too. I think I need to cut down on going back too often because the process of returning is a big turn-off.

Came back to find my room a warzone. They changed the bedding (now I have a thicker and bouncier matteress to sleep in!!!) and they had to shift my stuff around. Spent like 2 hours clearing up. Exhausted. Pictures another time. I'm too tired to upload anything now.

Wondering what I should live on for the next 5 days until I move out again. And I haven't had any news about the university's dorm yet!! If I don't get it, I'll probably need to stay another 8 months in this dorm. But the facilities are getting so much better! The girls' shower room is a pretty shade of baby pink (so cute & delightful compared to the previous one) and they changed all the sinks! No more manual intervalled faceuts and theres a bigger sink for us to wash out stuff in! WHY DID ALL THESE THINGS ONLY COME WHEN WE ARE MOVING OUT?! Sigh, but good for the juniors la.

Note to self:

• Get visa done asap.

• Pack by end of next Tuesday.

• Don't you dare emo.