I'm back from MIA-ing!
I was about to post an emo post yesterday night, when someone scolded me out of it.
That's right - I'm not a handicap; I can run, walk, eat, drink, smile, complain. Compared to the less fortunates, I'm probably a million more times blessed than them, and probably am feeling just a fraction of their pain and sorrow.
See, I was listening, okay!
Thank you, D. (: (:
And I'm super thankful for BestFriend who managed to make me feel better. You're overflowing with love! If there was one person who could understand my plight, it's probably you. As you said, it's a gift and a blessing to wonder. In times of trials, the gift to wonder is essential in taking you out of that place of suffering, into another world where you can heal and take refuge in (:
Who said the people next to you are always the best? Somehow, I relish in fellowship with people back home more than ever now. Distance, in my case, does make my heart grow fonder.
I don't know who has been praying for me, but thank you for your prayers. I feel like I'm striking a compromise with my senses now after a prolonged period of fighting with my inner demons.
I really had it with caring so much about what people think, how many friends I have.
I admit I'm not the most social person around, and I do struggle alot with meeting new people. I don't think I have the pull-factor to attract people to me, so I'm just thankful for people who have stuck by me even when I have nothing to offer them.
Quality over quantity anytime. As long as I have you, that's enough (:
Exams in 2 weeks! To be precise, 2 weeks 1 day. Haha I really can't wait for exams to be over! I don't know what exactly I'd do after that but at least I don't have to worry about feeling guilty if I don't study. So before that is made possible, the guilt is here to stay.
The weather is starting to turn cooler now. I know Singapore's still a sweltering 33degrees or so. Sometimes I wished it was warmer because my fingers always feel so numb and frozen, like popsicles. Growing up in Singapore probably made me more of a sun&beach girl, rather than the Winter Sonata girl. I don't know what I'm going to do in winter if I can't withstand this 10+ degrees. As I'm typing, my fingers and toes are starting to freeze up again although my windows are closed. I wasn't born in June for no reason.
Andandand, I've been thinking of converting my license so that I can drive in Japan! So exciting right! So next time if anyone comes over, we can go for a drive together! SO EXCITING! Japanese cars to equipped with GPS so you can't get that lost. Plus it's way cheaper to rent a car and split it among a few people rather than by public transport. SO ANYONE COMING TO JAPAN, PLEASE TELL ME! WE SHALL GO FOR A DRIVE :D:D I hope my parents allow me to drive in Japan.
ALSO! Who wants to go Taiwan/HongKong/China/Korea?? I'm thinking of paying a visit to my neighbours. You know, formality and courtesy calls. Lol.
The world seems so much more beautiful when you're cheery, doesn't it? (:
I was about to post an emo post yesterday night, when someone scolded me out of it.
That's right - I'm not a handicap; I can run, walk, eat, drink, smile, complain. Compared to the less fortunates, I'm probably a million more times blessed than them, and probably am feeling just a fraction of their pain and sorrow.
See, I was listening, okay!
Thank you, D. (: (:
And I'm super thankful for BestFriend who managed to make me feel better. You're overflowing with love! If there was one person who could understand my plight, it's probably you. As you said, it's a gift and a blessing to wonder. In times of trials, the gift to wonder is essential in taking you out of that place of suffering, into another world where you can heal and take refuge in (:
Who said the people next to you are always the best? Somehow, I relish in fellowship with people back home more than ever now. Distance, in my case, does make my heart grow fonder.
I don't know who has been praying for me, but thank you for your prayers. I feel like I'm striking a compromise with my senses now after a prolonged period of fighting with my inner demons.
I really had it with caring so much about what people think, how many friends I have.
I admit I'm not the most social person around, and I do struggle alot with meeting new people. I don't think I have the pull-factor to attract people to me, so I'm just thankful for people who have stuck by me even when I have nothing to offer them.
Quality over quantity anytime. As long as I have you, that's enough (:
Exams in 2 weeks! To be precise, 2 weeks 1 day. Haha I really can't wait for exams to be over! I don't know what exactly I'd do after that but at least I don't have to worry about feeling guilty if I don't study. So before that is made possible, the guilt is here to stay.
The weather is starting to turn cooler now. I know Singapore's still a sweltering 33degrees or so. Sometimes I wished it was warmer because my fingers always feel so numb and frozen, like popsicles. Growing up in Singapore probably made me more of a sun&beach girl, rather than the Winter Sonata girl. I don't know what I'm going to do in winter if I can't withstand this 10+ degrees. As I'm typing, my fingers and toes are starting to freeze up again although my windows are closed. I wasn't born in June for no reason.
Andandand, I've been thinking of converting my license so that I can drive in Japan! So exciting right! So next time if anyone comes over, we can go for a drive together! SO EXCITING! Japanese cars to equipped with GPS so you can't get that lost. Plus it's way cheaper to rent a car and split it among a few people rather than by public transport. SO ANYONE COMING TO JAPAN, PLEASE TELL ME! WE SHALL GO FOR A DRIVE :D:D I hope my parents allow me to drive in Japan.
ALSO! Who wants to go Taiwan/HongKong/China/Korea?? I'm thinking of paying a visit to my neighbours. You know, formality and courtesy calls. Lol.
The world seems so much more beautiful when you're cheery, doesn't it? (:
1 comment:
Charmineeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHhaha. I want to go to Japan! Next June! Hopefully I can be your first passenger! Lol. All the best for your exams! I PROMISE to chat with you the next time I see you online =) Take care! Wear socks and gloves to keep your little fingers and toes warm!
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